Yesterday, my husband's aunt came into town so a whole bunch of his family met up at a popular restaurant for some drinks and a bite to eat. It is always fun to hang out with them and see everyone again, but it's growing more and more difficult for me.
I swear each one of them had to say something about us having a baby soon and how we need to get on that. A lot of it was in a joking-ish way... just saying that them and their daughter really want us to have a baby so they can take care of it. Little things like that... but I have to say that each time I heard it, it broke my heart. I would just turn and look at mark and he'd look back at me like "yup, I know how you're feeling".
There are only a select few that know what we're going thru or how long we've been trying. I guess it isn't something I feel all that comfortable announcing at a family function, but I think I will start telling people here and there when I can. Maybe just a casual "well, we've been trying for a while" or something like that.
Family is hard!! I know they don't meant to put pressure on us, but that's what it ends up feeling like and it makes me even more anxious and nervous about this process. Blah....
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