I got the phone call this morning. My AMH levels came back low which means my ovarian reserve is low which means, well, I'm not sure. Does it mean my eggs suck? I think that's what FSH tells you. Does it mean I don't have many eggs left - probably.
Wow... I would have never thought that at 28-29 years old, I would be facing this. It's hard to not let the test results define you and define your future. When I first heard, I thought, great.... they are going to tell us an egg donor is our only option. From what I've read online, that's not the case. I need to stay strong and hopeful.
Everything I learned in my last appointment is on hold. We won't be moving forward with any of those plans anytime soon, if ever. Instead, I have an appointment with a reproductive endocrinologist in 2 weeks.
Is it weird that I always had a feeling deep down that something was off w/ my eggs and that was the problem? I really have... but nobody would ever test anything to do w/ that until I went to that last doctor.
I'm so grateful that she made that test happen. Now we know WHY this hasn't been happening.
I do love having an answer.
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